The Next Week~~~~

Well, it has been a week since my first posting. Someone found it interesting. You know who you are, I do to an extent. I am using a site tracker. Do Not Worry ~ it does not tell me exactly who you are, you are protected. But then again, if you are reading this entry you have already opened my site. Are you protected (???) ~ it is too late to think of that question. (smirk) Of course you are protected here. I would not do that to someone who took enough interest to read about my life. Hmmm, does that make me an exhibitionist? In a way I guess that it does. (laugh) An exhibitionist of words, does that make me a literate pervert? I really do have to stop going to bookstores and libraries so often. Michael Grant, what have you done to me? (smile)

So in my last entry I did finally introduce myself by my Pseudonym (Pen Name) and I finally told the truth about my current state of employment. Hence the reason I have the time to work on this blog. And no, even though I have been searching, certain events are keeping me from becoming employed at this time. I will be moving soon. Better prospect in the north. (wink) More to come on that subject in the future.

Now, what new shadows should I bring into the light? Hmmm? What would be the one thing you would want to know about a perfect stranger that you notice walking down the street? That would likely depend on what they look like, true? But here the sense of sight has been removed. So what other senses can I motivate to life in you or how can I give you a spine tingling sensation through a neurochemical reaction that you would refer to as "pleasant"? And let's remember, I am not here to offend, so should anything I write become an offense to one's nature, please note, it was not intentional.

Well, to answer my own question above. When we notice someone or "see" them for the first time it is normally due to an attraction of some kind. And since you are unable to truely "see" me, your attraction must be in my words, correct? (I am hoping at this point you are nodding your head up and down)(laugh)

My next shadow to be brought to light will be the fact that I am a father of two wonderful children, divorced from my ex-wife for more than 10 years now and.................(drum roll please).......partnered now to a man. This is my second gay relationship in my lifetime. I have to admit, I am still learning this concept of "relationship". WAIT~did you just close your web browser and run for higher ground? (Huh, if you did, why am I writing this sentence, you are not here to read it.) I am hoping that you did not do that and that you are still here.

All my life I have wondered why sexual orientation was such an interesting and/or offensive subject for so many people. It really is not that interesting to me. Once I figured myself out, it was kind of "eh, whatever". Then again it could have something to do with my age, I am a little older, well I am middle-aged. Oh God, did I really just type that. I think I am giving too much information on my second posting.

So ~ here we have discussed some more information and possibly you have questions. If this is true, leave me a comment. Ask me, I just might let you help me write this blog. You could quite possibly be a turning-point for someone else who is thinking the same question that you are.

And do not worry, if you are offended and wish to express that as well, you are welcomed to do so. However, I will not post comments that contain profanity or wishes of ill-will. We are all humans on this planet, let's live with some respect for our fellow human.

"When you're through changing, you're through." ~ Bruce Barton